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WAU_tab('e0eiz8n5ojw7', 'left-upper')</description><title>Pew Pew</title><generator>Tumblr (3.0; @ryanlaau)</generator><link>http://ryanlaau.tumblr.com/</link><item><title>Photo</title><description>&lt;img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/fd541b3dede87d637a6335c19dfade90/tumblr_mn3s1cATY41qcu8tmo1_500.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;</description><link>http://ryanlaau.tumblr.com/post/51015924330</link><guid>http://ryanlaau.tumblr.com/post/51015924330</guid><pubDate>Tue, 21 May 2013 17:26:42 -0400</pubDate></item><item><title>thunderpopcola:

This is how you lose her. 
You lose her when...</title><description>&lt;img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/ed23cf506cb1211a7e7f06025cbf8d7f/tumblr_mkqt6mKmaw1qzacrko1_500.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://thunderpopcola.tumblr.com/post/47124968520/this-is-how-you-lose-her-you-lose-her-when-you" target="_blank"&gt;thunderpopcola&lt;/a&gt;:&lt;/p&gt;
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&lt;p&gt;&lt;strong&gt;This is how you lose her. &lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;You lose her when you forget to remember the little things that mean the world to her: &lt;span&gt;the sincerity in a stranger’s voice during a trip to the grocery, the delight of finding something lost or forgotten like a sticker from when she was five, the selflessness of a child giving a part of his meal to another, &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span&gt;the scent of new books in the store, the surprise &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span&gt;short but honest notes she tucks in her journal and others you could only see if you look closely. &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;span&gt;You must remember when she forgets. &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;You lose her when you don’t notice that she notices everything about you: &lt;span&gt;your&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span&gt; use of the proper punctuation that tells her continuation rather than finality, your silence when you’re about to ask a question but you think anything you’re about to say to her would be silly, your mindless humming when it is too quiet, your handwriting when you sign your name in blank sheets of paper, your muted laughter when you are trying to be polite, and more and more of what you are, which you don’t even know about yourself, &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span&gt;because she pays attention. &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;span&gt;She remembers when you forget. &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;You lose her for every second you make her feel less and less of the  beauty that she is. When you make her feel that she is replaceable. &lt;em&gt;She wants to feel cherished.&lt;/em&gt; When you make her feel that you are fleeting. &lt;em&gt;She wants you to stay. &lt;/em&gt;When you make her feel inadequate. &lt;em&gt;She wants to know that she is enough and she does not need to change for you, nor for anyone else because she is she and she is beautiful, kind and good.&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;You must learn her. &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;You must know the reason why she is silent. You must trace her weakest spots. You must write to her. You must remind her that you are there. You must know how long it takes for her to give up. You must be there to hold her when she is about to. &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;You must love her because many have tried and failed. And she wants to know that she is worthy to be loved, that she is worthy to be kept.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;And, this is how you keep her.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;/blockquote&gt;</description><link>http://ryanlaau.tumblr.com/post/50964330961</link><guid>http://ryanlaau.tumblr.com/post/50964330961</guid><pubDate>Mon, 20 May 2013 23:39:44 -0400</pubDate></item><item><title>Photo</title><description>&lt;img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/2f43eac9d197bffcee647cf1302883cc/tumblr_mn44c6Mdcy1qeicqyo1_500.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;</description><link>http://ryanlaau.tumblr.com/post/50935175836</link><guid>http://ryanlaau.tumblr.com/post/50935175836</guid><pubDate>Mon, 20 May 2013 17:32:13 -0400</pubDate></item><item><title>Photo</title><description>&lt;img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/c8319188a904b9f2e61e0d12bf5b2d59/tumblr_mn3r2w9Jdv1qaoqu9o1_500.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;</description><link>http://ryanlaau.tumblr.com/post/50923309192</link><guid>http://ryanlaau.tumblr.com/post/50923309192</guid><pubDate>Mon, 20 May 2013 14:54:59 -0400</pubDate></item><item><title>candice &lt;3 </title><description>&lt;img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_mayhwjBPvJ1r4mfe9o1_250.gif"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt; &lt;br/&gt;&lt;img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_mayhwjBPvJ1r4mfe9o2_250.gif"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt; &lt;br/&gt;&lt;img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_mayhwjBPvJ1r4mfe9o3_250.gif"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt; &lt;br/&gt;&lt;img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_mayhwjBPvJ1r4mfe9o4_250.gif"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt; &lt;br/&gt;&lt;img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_mayhwjBPvJ1r4mfe9o5_250.gif"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt; &lt;br/&gt;&lt;img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_mayhwjBPvJ1r4mfe9o6_250.gif"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt; &lt;br/&gt;&lt;img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_mayhwjBPvJ1r4mfe9o7_250.gif"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt; &lt;br/&gt;&lt;img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_mayhwjBPvJ1r4mfe9o8_250.gif"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt; &lt;br/&gt;&lt;p&gt;candice &lt;3 &lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://ryanlaau.tumblr.com/post/50892972397</link><guid>http://ryanlaau.tumblr.com/post/50892972397</guid><pubDate>Mon, 20 May 2013 03:27:00 -0400</pubDate></item><item><title>Photo</title><description>&lt;img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/66e0ce89999dec96b3474a831db0b0aa/tumblr_mms573hwVn1rrpiujo1_500.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;</description><link>http://ryanlaau.tumblr.com/post/50886333395</link><guid>http://ryanlaau.tumblr.com/post/50886333395</guid><pubDate>Mon, 20 May 2013 00:59:02 -0400</pubDate></item><item><title>jessica rabbit lookalike </title><description>&lt;img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m8g3edQL3P1qigaaqo1_500.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;p&gt;jessica rabbit lookalike &lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://ryanlaau.tumblr.com/post/50873962824</link><guid>http://ryanlaau.tumblr.com/post/50873962824</guid><pubDate>Sun, 19 May 2013 22:07:46 -0400</pubDate></item><item><title>oohlala999:</title><description>&lt;img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/0ec1a28598f8aaa3728c917864ffd4d4/tumblr_mm6e2kO9Sp1s7a0bvo1_500.png"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://oohlala999.tumblr.com/post/49438417287/a-girly-diary-on-we-heart-it" target="_blank"&gt;oohlala999&lt;/a&gt;:&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://ryanlaau.tumblr.com/post/50667386807</link><guid>http://ryanlaau.tumblr.com/post/50667386807</guid><pubDate>Fri, 17 May 2013 15:06:52 -0400</pubDate></item><item><title>Photo</title><description>&lt;img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/b2446b17f378a952e740787389352f73/tumblr_mmveb1SgsP1qdfttzo1_500.gif"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt; &lt;br/&gt;&lt;img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/686f163710cb3d6797a9fcad56f4b366/tumblr_mmveb1SgsP1qdfttzo2_500.png"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt; &lt;br/&gt;</description><link>http://ryanlaau.tumblr.com/post/50562772006</link><guid>http://ryanlaau.tumblr.com/post/50562772006</guid><pubDate>Thu, 16 May 2013 02:49:32 -0400</pubDate></item><item><title>wongfuproductions:

To Those Nights - Wong Fu Productions
The...</title><description>&lt;iframe width="400" height="225" src="http://www.youtube.com/embed/jQSFCGfnvFA?wmode=transparent&amp;autohide=1&amp;egm=0&amp;hd=1&amp;iv_load_policy=3&amp;modestbranding=1&amp;rel=0&amp;showinfo=0&amp;showsearch=0" frameborder="0" allowfullscreen&gt;&lt;/iframe&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://wongfuproductions.tumblr.com/post/50384624066/to-those-nights-wong-fu-productions-the-mind" target="_blank"&gt;wongfuproductions&lt;/a&gt;:&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;blockquote&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;strong&gt;To Those Nights - Wong Fu Productions&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;span&gt;The mind and heart go to interesting places when under the influence of alcohol. Places you may not have expected, emotions you may usually ignore.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;span&gt;DIRECTOR’S COMMENTARY: &lt;/span&gt;&lt;a href="http://wongfuproductions.com/2013/05/to-those-nights-new-short-film/" target="_blank"&gt;&lt;a href="http://wongfuproductions.com/2013/05/to-those-nights-new-short-film/" target="_blank"&gt;http://wongfuproductions.com/2013/05/to-those-nights-new-short-film/&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;span&gt;Written and Directed by: Philip Wang&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;span&gt;Produced with:&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;span&gt;Wesley Chan&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;span&gt;Christine Chen&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;span&gt;Chris Dinh&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;span&gt;Ted Fu&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;span&gt;Featuring:&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;span&gt;Justin Chon &lt;/span&gt;&lt;a href="http://youtube.com/JustinChon" target="_blank"&gt;&lt;a href="http://youtube.com/JustinChon" target="_blank"&gt;http://youtube.com/JustinChon&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;span&gt;Janel Parrish &lt;/span&gt;&lt;a href="http://twitter.com/JMeilanixo" target="_blank"&gt;&lt;a href="http://twitter.com/JMeilanixo" target="_blank"&gt;http://twitter.com/JMeilanixo&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;span&gt;Meghan “Strawburry17” &lt;/span&gt;&lt;a href="http://youtube.com/strawburry17" target="_blank"&gt;&lt;a href="http://youtube.com/strawburry17" target="_blank"&gt;http://youtube.com/strawburry17&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;span&gt;Graham Fenton &lt;/span&gt;&lt;a href="http://amillionpiecesmusic.com/" target="_blank"&gt;&lt;a href="http://amillionpiecesmusic.com/" target="_blank"&gt;http://amillionpiecesmusic.com/&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;span&gt;Karalynn Dunton &lt;/span&gt;&lt;a href="http://twitter.com/KaralynnDunton" target="_blank"&gt;&lt;a href="http://twitter.com/KaralynnDunton" target="_blank"&gt;http://twitter.com/KaralynnDunton&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;span&gt;Justin James Hughes &lt;/span&gt;&lt;a href="http://youtube.com/JustinJamesHughes" target="_blank"&gt;&lt;a href="http://youtube.com/JustinJamesHughes" target="_blank"&gt;http://youtube.com/JustinJamesHughes&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;span&gt;Music by: Jesse Chui &lt;/span&gt;&lt;a href="http://songsforcinema.com" target="_blank"&gt;&lt;a href="http://songsforcinema.com" target="_blank"&gt;http://songsforcinema.com&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;/blockquote&gt;</description><link>http://ryanlaau.tumblr.com/post/50506627386</link><guid>http://ryanlaau.tumblr.com/post/50506627386</guid><pubDate>Wed, 15 May 2013 13:42:23 -0400</pubDate></item><item><title>“Fine… I will also fix the hobo suit”
ahahah</title><description>&lt;iframe width="400" height="225" src="http://www.youtube.com/embed/4R2aW03pwL0?wmode=transparent&amp;autohide=1&amp;egm=0&amp;hd=1&amp;iv_load_policy=3&amp;modestbranding=1&amp;rel=0&amp;showinfo=0&amp;showsearch=0" frameborder="0" allowfullscreen&gt;&lt;/iframe&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;p&gt;“Fine… I will also fix the hobo suit”&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;ahahah&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://ryanlaau.tumblr.com/post/50479763206</link><guid>http://ryanlaau.tumblr.com/post/50479763206</guid><pubDate>Wed, 15 May 2013 01:38:26 -0400</pubDate></item><item><title>connotativewords:

The XX | Intro
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&lt;blockquote&gt;
&lt;p&gt;The XX | Intro&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;/blockquote&gt;</description><link>http://ryanlaau.tumblr.com/post/50479507444</link><guid>http://ryanlaau.tumblr.com/post/50479507444</guid><pubDate>Wed, 15 May 2013 01:32:37 -0400</pubDate></item><item><title>damn…D: </title><description>&lt;iframe src="//www.tumblr.com/video/ryanlaau/50476550580/400" id="tumblr_video_iframe_50476550580" class="tumblr_video_iframe" width="400" height="225" style="display:block;background-color:transparent;overflow:hidden;" allowTransparency="true" frameborder="0" scrolling="no" webkitAllowFullScreen mozallowfullscreen allowFullScreen&gt;&lt;/iframe&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;p&gt;damn…D: &lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://ryanlaau.tumblr.com/post/50476550580</link><guid>http://ryanlaau.tumblr.com/post/50476550580</guid><pubDate>Wed, 15 May 2013 00:33:21 -0400</pubDate></item><item><title>what a boss </title><description>&lt;img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/693d3772484509322236ea426c987d2d/tumblr_mmra6pxvX01r0wqrdo1_500.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;p&gt;what a boss &lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://ryanlaau.tumblr.com/post/50472729761</link><guid>http://ryanlaau.tumblr.com/post/50472729761</guid><pubDate>Tue, 14 May 2013 23:31:46 -0400</pubDate></item><item><title>Photo</title><description>&lt;img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/17a4315ef2d0777b25d642979b8245d2/tumblr_mmppv3m7G01qeu2t7o1_500.gif"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;</description><link>http://ryanlaau.tumblr.com/post/50429680840</link><guid>http://ryanlaau.tumblr.com/post/50429680840</guid><pubDate>Tue, 14 May 2013 13:27:48 -0400</pubDate></item><item><title>Photo</title><description>&lt;img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/3620c7679585d78d37a8a5b05dcf274f/tumblr_mhaii2XoYr1qe3j9mo1_500.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;</description><link>http://ryanlaau.tumblr.com/post/50429665636</link><guid>http://ryanlaau.tumblr.com/post/50429665636</guid><pubDate>Tue, 14 May 2013 13:27:31 -0400</pubDate></item><item><title>LOL</title><description>&lt;img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/4e8d14d557a69cb87a98981c07cfd29d/tumblr_mmp1nrXmKO1r5e918o1_500.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt; &lt;br/&gt;&lt;img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/4215c5176a2e0c2b3f437b5d7f3506ad/tumblr_mmp1nrXmKO1r5e918o2_500.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt; &lt;br/&gt;&lt;p&gt;LOL&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://ryanlaau.tumblr.com/post/50402326850</link><guid>http://ryanlaau.tumblr.com/post/50402326850</guid><pubDate>Tue, 14 May 2013 01:13:27 -0400</pubDate></item><item><title>if i could ask you anything, there&amp;#8217;s just one thing i&amp;#8217;d like to know - do you ever go...</title><description>&lt;p&gt;if i could ask you anything, there&amp;#8217;s just one thing i&amp;#8217;d like to know - do you ever go back sometimes like i do?&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;p&gt;do you ever think about three years ago? i know it&amp;#8217;s been forever. and there have been girlfriends and boyfriends for us since, but still, i wonder if you ever think about me. if i ever cross your mind, even for a second. it&amp;#8217;s not that i&amp;#8217;m still hung up on you, it&amp;#8217;s more that i remember how we were. and i just wanna know if i&amp;#8217;m the only one. &lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://ryanlaau.tumblr.com/post/50402311302</link><guid>http://ryanlaau.tumblr.com/post/50402311302</guid><pubDate>Tue, 14 May 2013 01:13:08 -0400</pubDate></item><item><title>confessions part II 
such a good song! </title><description>&lt;p&gt;&lt;em&gt;confessions part II &lt;/em&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;such a good song! &lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://ryanlaau.tumblr.com/post/50401481912</link><guid>http://ryanlaau.tumblr.com/post/50401481912</guid><pubDate>Tue, 14 May 2013 00:56:45 -0400</pubDate></item><item><title>Photo</title><description>&lt;img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m3qo6tXeut1qzfya1o1_500.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;</description><link>http://ryanlaau.tumblr.com/post/50401120904</link><guid>http://ryanlaau.tumblr.com/post/50401120904</guid><pubDate>Tue, 14 May 2013 00:50:00 -0400</pubDate></item></channel></rss>
